Well I wanted to post this, because all of us struggle with impatience. When I can’t design anything I start to think about the fact that the most obvious reason is, becuase I don’t have the proper software to pull it off. Which is true for the most part, but the fact that my patience isn’t working well with myself and my designs. I just want to encourage everyone to take a deep breath and ask God to be with you in that place of impatience. He can calm you down.

Step away from whatever is making you anxious and do something to releave the stress and get rid of that waiting syndrom.

why do you think people read magazines when they are waiting for something?

Well my wedding is one day away now and as the website countdown says: 1 day 0 hours 22 minutes and 7 seconds until the exact hour of the wedding.

I am posting this not as a farewell to me being a bachelor, but instead to tell about how awesome God can be in times like these. My family has all come in from NJ and FL and have been staying here the past two nights. My fiance has never met any of them until now, but everyone has already begun to love her. My family who are full of many differences, have come together as a family for the first time in years. I haven’t seen my niece in years and I got to see her for the first time, and she immediately new who I was. I saw my mother and hugged her for the first time in three years as well as my gradmother and aunt.

The fact that my mom and dad could be in the same room at once, was a blessing in it’s self. Although we have been very loud and talkative nothing has been able to separate that love God has poured out through Elaina and I. This wedding means everything to me. Elaina is the only person I am willing to share the rest of my life with and this has brought a divided family together once again. And guess what…..my family say’s they notice a difference in me, and the change that has occured in my life……and that difference people…..is Jesus…..

It’s funny. The world is. The secular world has standards for how a man should feel a month, week, or day before his wedding. He should feel sad, because he will no longer be a single man, he won’t be free to do what he pleases, or even flirt with other girls. lol. He is suppposed to throw this huge party before he get’s married. At work every asks me, “Adrian, are you nervous,” and I reply, “no, I have been waiting for this for a long time.” I usually get, “Most men aren’t excited when getting married.” I say, I am not like most men, then smile and walk away.

Most of you don’t know this, but when I prayed, I prayed for my wife, kids, house, career and ministry, before any of them physically existed in my life. I believed that they would be there in the future and in a little over a year, I am only 5 days away from becoming a husband. How should I feel?

Well with all the wrong and sinning I have done, why should I deserve such a beautiful wife, children, car, house, or have the opportunity to work for any ministry? That’s simple, because of God and His true grace and mercy and unfound, unmeasurable, forgiveness. That’s why. So I am utterly excited, outrageously happily in love with both my future wife and my loving Father in heaven.

He washed my sins away, gave me a chance at life, a chance to breath once again to see these days come, because He has a lot in store for me. And believe it or not, He has a lot in store for you. Just ask Him.